strum.i'm waitin for ya.

you're my song.

it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so ~~how~~ can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade

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and the reasonis you.

.candice.au.eong.tian.ying
.female.
.12goinon13.
.3/11/1992.
.ex-peihwa.current.rgs.bowling.waddlian.104er.
.likes happy endings.
.hates sad endings.
.alicia keys. christina aguilera.
.stressed.
.up.
.totally.

i found a reason for me. to change who i used to be. reason to start over new. and the reason is you. i found a reason to show. a side of me you didn't know. reason for all that i do. and the reason is you. in the end, you still despise me but i have to thank you. cux you made me stronger you have come to candice's world her world her life. treasure. cherish. fall. come on don't stop coming desire. bravery* setbacks. the insignificant world. is revolving. into a place smashing through my heart.

but everythingmeans nothing.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Yippee can Skip sChool!!

this is an outdated post larh. i'm going back to thurs, 31/3105. it's the quartets now... me, nic, kiwi and kavita cheered for aikxin, annalyn, xin yi, cristabel, amanda, ann, aik qing and jia hui. they were sooooo pro . and the stupid teacher in front of us said to us, " do u noe that my ears are hurting?" we were totally pissed of. then the sec threes came to help us :) they said ding dong ding dong! bringbring to irritate e teacher. hahaha
so funny. then after the competition. we went to the hawker centre for lunch. ate the fish noodles. four bucks. xin tong!!
then took public transport with abby, tess and kiwi to school .abby had to take her bio test. and me tess and kiwi had to go for third lang. reached home late.

then... the first of april`05.

i will never ever forget this 'fatefiul' day. bad and Good things. firstly, it was april's fool. haha. then, it was the class bday. then i got 11/20 for my history test. next i changed seats. will be seatin at the middle row the front row the middle seat. tsk. dunno y teacha put me there? i that talkative meh? hmph. then, i had to leave at 12 pm for supporting of bowling competition! hiphip hooray!! get to spend time with all e bowling maties! (:(:(:(:

i cheered for clarice, rachel, nikki and sarah with all e sec ones and audrey and amanda. it was real critical. cheer until voice was hoarse. but it was funN the SCGS girls sitin right in front of us were screaming like siao. *eardrums vibratin*

soon, everythin ended so fast. we were waiting for the prize ceremony to start. and guess who i saw? the SIngAPORE BOWLING TEAM!! and there was amanda ng!! the bowler,,,,,the GREATGREAT bowler i saw winnin the malaysia cup that day! it was OmG. cos every star i see on tv, whther i like him/her or not, i still will get very excited and fish out my camera or sth. but i didn't . cos she was like a few cm away from me. and u know wad? she threw her rubbish in the dustbin right in front of me! omg i'm so honoured. and her bowling rox. soon. the ceremony started. ACSI SJI and sports school got a lot of prizes. in the quartets comp, ann, aik qing, amanda and jia hui clinched third. and amanda got high game for that comp too! yippee!

and then.... they announced the four overall top schools ...

fourth. MGS , whoooo~~~
third. CHIJ. all the RGS bowlers were like: YES!YES! cos CHIJ had one sports scool national bowler. and she real good.

second: Raffles Girls' Secondary

everyone went practically mad. jumping up and down for joy. and we cheered ra-ra-ra. i scream i siao

first: haiya dun need to say sports school lahh!! if they dun get first can close shop already loh.

and then we cheered like 15 cheers altogether. i lurveee 'unite'. really inspirational.

and the happy and precious moment ended. juz like that. with the school song.

and oh ya, we played a trick on auntie cat. we put eyedrops in aikxin's eyes and she had to pretend that she hurt herself and could not bowl. aunty cat was so worried that she cried. then everyone went happy april's fool! and she was so shocked. and she said that that was the worst joke ever. in her life. haha

next, we were at the same old place outside victor's , deciding where to go for dinner. muney and kiwi and amanda had to go home. so sad. in the end, the bowlers' parents decided 2 give the whole bowling team a treat due to our great performance. whoo hoo!!

we walked to the marina country club , into a high class jap restaurant. we played truth or dare. i very suay , always ganna. and had to do stupid embarrassing stufff like hug clarice? or go tell sarah that i crush her! aaarrggghhh!

the thing ended at 9.15 pm. with yam sengs and laughter.

mummy and dady fetched mi home
and e beautiful day ended

it would be so beautiful

without history and the changin of seats.

now i have to face another few months of endurance and patience

to survive in the competitive world of
RGs.

PTS are one of the most fearful things in the world
not to say roller coasters or cockroaches

Seriousness
is essential
in PTS
and intelligence, which i do not really have,

is lacking in me

good luck, to myself

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wherever youwill go.

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In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS] Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's
nothing left and the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
And when you're down and feeling low,
just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try(start to)
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you
can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try (start to try)
'cus it's your time, time to fly
In a moment everything can change

ALICIA KEYS - KARMA
Weren't you the one that said, that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.
Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was,you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me