strum.i'm waitin for ya.

you're my song.

it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so ~~how~~ can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade

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and the reasonis you.

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i found a reason for me. to change who i used to be. reason to start over new. and the reason is you. i found a reason to show. a side of me you didn't know. reason for all that i do. and the reason is you. in the end, you still despise me but i have to thank you. cux you made me stronger you have come to candice's world her world her life. treasure. cherish. fall. come on don't stop coming desire. bravery* setbacks. the insignificant world. is revolving. into a place smashing through my heart.

but everythingmeans nothing.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

it was quite an ok day lahhh

woke up at 8.15, and i prepared myself in my house t, pants and cullotes. my daddy fetched me and ki wan there. but waddle and richardson were very far apart, so... we kinda separated lahh

i went to my own house. then when everyone was present, we rehearsed for e mass dance. stupid wan leh, last min the teacher came to spotcheck and told us that the circle was supposed to be diamond at the VERYVVERYYVERY last last minute. honestly, waddle house was the worst. and now with that new formation we had never done before, sigh. we didn't even practice the new formation. AMAZIN'

then we practised e march past. everyone was mad bout spraying the gold hair dye on their hair and sticking yellow feathers in their hair, or tying them round their wrists as bracelets. very soon, the real thing had come. the march past began. the guest of honour came, and declared the sports fest open with a loud gun shot. bANG~~~

then we ran to our places and the song, which i liked a lot, started playing. everyone started bending their knees... i think everything was normal, cept that our diamond looked like a plop of jam. haha. but our actions were sure disgusting...

phew. mass dance over. we proceeded to our seats and ate lunch! oopps lunch was before mass dance. blur me. the lunch was simply horrible. i can't believe i paid 3.50 for it. the rice was sticky and some were totally hard like fish bones. then, the fish was like weird and everything was like so watery or powdery

disgusting

a lot of people din even eat. they juz drank lots of water. and brought their own tidbits. haha

next up was all the sports events.

pei hwa came too! to participate in the primary schools event

i think waddle came in last overall in the sports fest i think.

it started raining reallyreally heavily, and i was at the back talking to nicholette, who came all the way from hadley to the other side, which was waddle. and we got sprayedd and all WET from the rain splashing in. quite shiok lahh

then we play play play lor...

after that i went over to hadley, risked my life climbing over bars and railings, to visit my angel. saw nic there. and vivian . haha.

then i risked my life again to go back to my own house.

i sang the school song at hadley's. traitor

then we watched e cheerleader's performance and went home. we got lost going to the mrt station. cos we jus followed the crowd. they were actually not even going to the mrt station! dummies. dumdum

so... off we went. then they all bought food cept me. esta bought kinder bueno, lie ting bought roti boy and kim and yi shyuan bought waffles!!

yumyum

and so sad they all took the same route back home cept me~

poor me

had to stand throughout 14 stops~

pathetic

with the feather on my wrist

reached home at bout 6.30. was too tired to do anything

legs were aching. i was standing for the whole day!
oh man.

watched tv..
time to sleep

hahaz

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wherever youwill go.

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Video code provided by Music Video Codes HILARY DUFF-FLY
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS] Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's
nothing left and the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
And when you're down and feeling low,
just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try(start to)
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you
can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try (start to try)
'cus it's your time, time to fly
In a moment everything can change

ALICIA KEYS - KARMA
Weren't you the one that said, that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.
Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was,you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me