strum.i'm waitin for ya.

you're my song.

it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so ~~how~~ can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade

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hey there ppl, i know my blog's EMPTY. kinda. willl update it often and add more nice stuff soons kays? thanks. (:

and the reasonis you.

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.female.
.12goinon13.
.3/11/1992.
.ex-peihwa.current.rgs.bowling.waddlian.104er.
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.hates sad endings.
.alicia keys. christina aguilera.
.stressed.
.up.
.totally.

i found a reason for me. to change who i used to be. reason to start over new. and the reason is you. i found a reason to show. a side of me you didn't know. reason for all that i do. and the reason is you. in the end, you still despise me but i have to thank you. cux you made me stronger you have come to candice's world her world her life. treasure. cherish. fall. come on don't stop coming desire. bravery* setbacks. the insignificant world. is revolving. into a place smashing through my heart.

but everythingmeans nothing.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

when we see people, don't judge them based on their looks, appearances and character/knowledge.we never know if they have any reasons for themselves to be that way. haha.why am i talking about this? *scratches head*

anyway, i decided that i'm not going to change my blogskin for a verylong time mann.it really depicts what i wanna express XD. also, the skin is cuTE! wadeva. and i love the words to navigate.the frontpage is really cool.i dun care whether others say if my blog is very simple and is so boring like, black and white? huh i DUN CARE.i dun reaally like blogs with black backgrounds.that's the attitude.stick to my own likes.

whoo hoo maths, geog and chinese eoi over. still got lit pt sci pt and lit test next week worst of all 2.4 km run and 5 items for pft are coming~ oh my dear, boulders of heavy rocks rolling towards me non-stop *screams* *runs* all i have to do when running 2.4 is to think of that and i'll PASS! WHEE! HA i feel like talking about bookings. after reading penny's blog. i get booked for no reason! like getting out a crump of peanut outta my teeth! and get scorned by the retarded form teacher? and late for assembly just because there was science summative right before that? life is unfair mann. and being late is such a common thing. 3 bookings only then got detention. unreasonable.hah i know lah rgs ppl are RICH they have papa and mama to fetch them to school on time. but there are many ppl who take public transport. even from Johor. poor girls.i was once a victim before and i know how they feel lahh! walking in the rain, the bus never come, worries, late for school, get booked, reach the school gate before anthem starts, run across the road like mad cows in order not to be BOOKED> BOOK BOOK BOOK that's all they can think about huh? books suck. booking sucks too! omgosh wad a coincidence> is coincidence just a mere thing or a fate we must rely on and succumb to ( haha my past msn nic) wad are bookings anyway. what is school anyway, what is education anyway. what is the reason for education? oh yeah to develop a better government. why is there a government.huh. oh yeah to develop the country. but . why is there a country? hmmm. cos there is somethine called convergent plate movement where island arcs form and SINGAPORE IS FORMED.but why is there convergent plate movement? cos of plate tectonics.why is there plate tectonics? cos there is something called the WORLD. what is this world? the world is a place. what is a place. a place is somewhere. on earth/world. why is the world existing? cos GOD made it. ok end of story. whoosh~

about the eois : chinese was horrendous! ok there were a lot of qns i didn't know how to answer and i just anyhow grab a sentence/phrase here and there and copy and paste them onto the lines~ haha expert copying
maths was superly great my FOOT. looks easy though. but it SUCKS TOTALLY
geog: sighh. i got 2 out of 5 mcq qns wrong already

somehow i feel that the invilgilator system is dumb. cos the teachers just sit at their tables and mark their own work. what are they doing in the classroom? we can copy answers so easily LAH. hello they're called INVILGILATORS not ppl who can breathe in the air con air wasting electricity. not teaching, not doing anythin just staring at the notices on the board. i was staring at her for like about one minute and she didn't even notice. i smiled at my fren and she didn't even notice retard.

ARGH some things realy get onto my nerves. can't wait for bowling training this friday. when i can vent all my anger on the ball and...STRIKE! however the sec twos are not coming cos they have their 2.4 run. next monday the SEC ONES can't cos of the damn 2.4 run lahh! dum. anyways i am going with nicholette and kiwi to visit her angel and my angel and her crush - melissa loon from 205! and not to forget audrey and vivian from 204. hahas. tomorrow. hmmmgeog YUCKS. RECESS - WHOO(: aesthetics---moan. maths-*screams* history *shuts the door and weep* sitting in front is really dreadful. esp when you are sitting in the middle row the front row the middle seat. how unlucky can i be mann? and when teachers always look at my work, shit lahh. now i must DO ALL MY HOMEWORK PROPERLY in fear of getting booked by mr wolfe or getting stared foolishly by miss ha. hahahahaa. TOADS lah. FROGS lah. argh .blabberblabber.

JUNE HOLIDAYS I ADORE YOU I WORSHIP YOU I PRAISE YOU I DESIRE YOU YOU ARE MY PASSION MY SOUL MY GETAWAY. COMECOMECOME

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Video code provided by Music Video Codes HILARY DUFF-FLY
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS] Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's
nothing left and the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
And when you're down and feeling low,
just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try(start to)
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you
can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try (start to try)
'cus it's your time, time to fly
In a moment everything can change

ALICIA KEYS - KARMA
Weren't you the one that said, that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.
Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was,you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me