strum.i'm waitin for ya.

you're my song.

it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so ~~how~~ can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade

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and the reasonis you.

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.female.
.12goinon13.
.3/11/1992.
.ex-peihwa.current.rgs.bowling.waddlian.104er.
.likes happy endings.
.hates sad endings.
.alicia keys. christina aguilera.
.stressed.
.up.
.totally.

i found a reason for me. to change who i used to be. reason to start over new. and the reason is you. i found a reason to show. a side of me you didn't know. reason for all that i do. and the reason is you. in the end, you still despise me but i have to thank you. cux you made me stronger you have come to candice's world her world her life. treasure. cherish. fall. come on don't stop coming desire. bravery* setbacks. the insignificant world. is revolving. into a place smashing through my heart.

but everythingmeans nothing.

Monday, May 02, 2005

i feel like punching myself in the cheek and slamming myself against the wall. three days, saturday, sunday and monday, which is today all wasted, see i'm wasting lots of precious time here. i did pratically nothing on sat and sun. and the eoi's tomorrow. this is GREAT> -.-

feel like taking out a piece of paper, a black bold marker and scribble words on it. that's wad i always do lahh. i just wasted like more than 48 hours just fooling around. life is always like that for me. when i have no time to study, i desperately want to study. when i have time, i just don't.

i dun know anything about geog. not even a singly thing oh my holy god. joellyn just asked me a question about volcanoes. i said i dunno. then she said: how are you going to study for geog? *smacks myself* what am i doing fiddling with the computer. what on earth am i doing. i'm suposed to be studying not blogging

besides studying, i still have damn lot of tings to wory about. piano, pft...blahblahblah.

it's like so. argh!the school teaches us, spare a thought for other, empathise, put ourselves into others' shoes, but in the end did they? huh> HUh? *angrily takes a piece of paper out*

i can't wait for term 2 to be over, when all my suffering will vanish. i miss bowling i miss my captain titan's ball. i miss my primary school and my ex mates. i definitely dO NOT miss rgs and i wanna get away from it somehow. june , bowling but that means more homework and more pts which SUCK totally

bowling is another stress, as i said, it makes me feel SMAll.but i still love it. *nods head* *grins* can't wait to be on the lane again this friday. *sulks* friday?! that's like 4 more days, walau. that's after all the suffereing (eoi) and it's at the end of the week and sec ones will only be there. so pathetic. *ahhh* *screams*

my stomach's basically growling. arghh. tomorrow higher chinese eoi. diediedie

then on wed it's geog and math. practically my worst two subjects . is heaven bias against me or something ? put 2 of them together. hahaha. -_-" so coincidental . as if. i can't wait for everyday to end, i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait. to DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *am i being too dramatic?* *nods*

k wadeva. but i just want the term to end as quickly as possible. ASAP. 4 more hard weeks to go. shit lah. but i'll perservere for the sake of my darllink ball .k gotta go mug now. au revoir

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wherever youwill go.

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Video code provided by Music Video Codes HILARY DUFF-FLY
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS] Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's
nothing left and the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
And when you're down and feeling low,
just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try(start to)
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you
can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try (start to try)
'cus it's your time, time to fly
In a moment everything can change

ALICIA KEYS - KARMA
Weren't you the one that said, that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.
Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was,you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me