thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade
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hey there ppl, i know my blog's EMPTY. kinda. willl update it often and add more nice stuff soons kays? thanks. (:
and the reasonis you.
.candice.au.eong.tian.ying
.female.
.12goinon13.
.3/11/1992.
.ex-peihwa.current.rgs.bowling.waddlian.104er.
.likes happy endings.
.hates sad endings.
.alicia keys. christina aguilera.
.stressed.
.up.
.totally.
but everythingmeans nothing.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
i had planned to do work on wednesday. but it turned out to be a day of play
i woke up at about nine, ate my breakfast. my uncle called me up and asked me if i wanted to go and watch a movie with his kids --> my cousins and then go bowling. i was apprehensive at first. but i thought --> free lah just go lah! ok. my brother went too.first they came up to look at my fishes. yayes. my GREAT fishes. my cousins, denise--> pri 3. jonathan--> we called him jon jon --> k1. ok so they were quite young and me and my bro were quite 'old'. the age difference in total was 15. but so? it was free. hahs. so then we set off in his car to great world city. i was like damn familar with the place can... bringing them around and telling them what is there to eat and where is the cinema and so forth. of course, i've been there for the past year liaos. my uncle decided to go coffee bean and eat. i ate pasta,which i shared with jonathan and denise. the rest ate caesar salad. whatever is that. then the fruit tea i order was half filled with ice and it was completely tasteless, like water and it was even a little bitter. yucks mann. so i ended up drinking up half of it only.
so we went off to watch star wars. for 10 whole minutes, the cinema was completely empty. quite an experience lah. we could run around and scream and shout and take picture. nobody cared. yahs but when people came in, we were like so disappointed la! ok then the movie started. very long and A BIT boring. some parts are like lame. BWAHS. well it was jon jon who insisted on watching star wars. so we had to agree lah. he only stared at the screen when the fighting part starts. the talking parts he just looked around and ate his stuff. then when the fighting part over, he will ask us: " scary?" haha. so cute lah. childhood innocence! ahh. so envious. i can NEVER be that way now. so we were outta the cinema, then walked over to kimseng. to BOWL! yayes. i <3 bowling! and i saw vivian and mel bowling together there lahs. hmmm. i was playing lousily lousy the first game. the first few frames all zero. ended up with a fcking score of 64. the second game 98. very lousy. guess i couldn't concentrate. my cousins had given up at the first half of the first game cos they kept going into the gutters. oopss i mean their balls, not them of course. so i was actually very disappointed when after playing the second game they wanted to go home but i couldn't say anything cos i was not the one paying for the games. so we came out of kimseng and sat car to tiong bahru fish shop cos my uncle wanted to buy some fish. he bought two angel fishes and one molly. also, the children wanted a terrapin. so he bought it for them. it turned out that the children were scared of the terrapin when i put it on their hands -.- ok. well. so we went to his house at pavillion park. i played with the terrapin and tammy the humongous rabbit. i just wanted to play with them, even without anyone around me. tammy has sharp nails. and dirty fur. hahas. and i got scratched. but i continued to play with her lahs. she's as big as a dog. well no one would believe me until you've seen her lahs. time passed like super fast and then we went out for dinner at swensens, west mall. i ate omelette with cheese and ham. and a bit of ice cream which i shared with my brother. so the day ended just like that.
friday - hais. woke up early in the morn to go for training. met kiwi at the bus stop at 9.10. [ i seemed to have said this two sentences a number of times...] so we took the long journey 970 there. there were 6 sec ones, 6 sec twos, 3 sec threes, and 7 sec fours. so we started bowling lors. i bowled OK> not good not bad. well at least i didn't go into the gutter TAT many times. but when we had to spare our own shots, the first time i always go into the gutter. but then the second time i will hit a lot of pins, maybe all, maybe 9. then we played games. the first game kiwi got highest. i got a pathetic score of 121. uncle jim wasted one WHOLE frame of my scores telling me to slide further and faster. also i WASTED my spare siahs. that's bad really really really bad. if not i could have a much higher score siah. ahh. the second game kiwi got a turkey siah! so pro siah! ok my 'siah' sickness is COMING BACK. but we couldn't finish the game as the machines turned OFF. kiwi and tessa went home for lunch, so me and nic for the fourth time, went home together after having lunch. but this time we had lunch with some sec four seniors ya.
don't feel like blogging. nothing exciting to say. maybe i shouldn't talk about trainings next time. it makes me even more stressed. about some philosophical stuff? no i got a limited for philo. then WHAT should i talk about. talk about --> my days? well that's getting kind of boring isn't it? ahh. tell me what to talk about. well the word is -> sian.
`gettting sian-er by the day; play doesn't becomes work; but work becomes play.
if i ain't got you|8:38 AM
i've waitedall my life.