thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade
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hey there ppl, i know my blog's EMPTY. kinda. willl update it often and add more nice stuff soons kays? thanks. (:
and the reasonis you.
.candice.au.eong.tian.ying
.female.
.12goinon13.
.3/11/1992.
.ex-peihwa.current.rgs.bowling.waddlian.104er.
.likes happy endings.
.hates sad endings.
.alicia keys. christina aguilera.
.stressed.
.up.
.totally.
but everythingmeans nothing.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
i promise myself i'm gonna spend only half hours on this kays? kays.
monday - i woke up at about 9 am and prepared myself for training at 12.30. had to meet mummy tessa at kiwi's bus stop at 11.30. at 11.10 and i settled my self at the bus stop and waited for the dam 985. at 11.30 i was still sitting there. alone. then my neighbour (well not exactly just live in the same condo) came with her daughter and we talked lah. and i told her that 985 didn't come for 20min. and she was like appalled cos she was taking 985 too lahs. so she said if 985 didn't come she would take a taxi and i could come along too as kiwi's bus stop was along the way lahs.then she was like: what school are you in? i was like: ERR. RGS. then she was like: OH! then she said to her cute daughter: see jie jie can go RGS> so clever. you can go or not? then i was thinking: oh shucks i'm clever? GPA: 3.04. pls lah. clever my shit. then she was like: where u going? i said: training. she asked: wat training? i said: bowling. she said to daughter: oh jie jie likes bowling! wow! ok 5 min had past by. so we took a taxi. then 985 was just behind us lahh -.- anyway i got a FREE RIDE (: then at the traffic light before kiwi's stop, 970 was right in front of us. i was like: OH NO! ahh! then the nice auntie said to the uncle: beat that 970. haha so funny lah. but there was a bus stop before kiwi's so the 970 stoped there and the taxi already went to kiwi's bus stop. i said thank you to the auntie and alighted. mummy tessa was like looking so worried. it was already 11.40. ok then we immediately took 970 and chatted during the journey all the way till kim seng. we waited there for like half an hour before auntycat came. she was obv in a really bad mood lahs. 2 sec fours, 1 sec two, and 8 sec ones. aha. how uneven can that get huh? ok and then it was the worst training ever. it was so quiet. and i kept rolling my ball towards centre arrow lah. that's bad. and i kept on getting scolded. then i had the roll the ball IN TIME> that's bad. cos i couldn't . that's bad cos south zones is just next mon and i couldn't even roll the ball properly siah. that's bad siah. ok wadeva. then that horrible training was finnally over. then me nic kavita keesh and chrissypoo went to yoshinoya to eat lunch i spent $4.80 on a salmon bowl. it's so ex lah but haiz no choice siah. ok then me and nic took 970 back with a somehow gloomy mood cos of training and stuff. yeahh.and the rest of the day went alright.
tues - cpr course! i was like so not excited. i dunn wanna kiss dummies! heh. so woke up early in the morn daddy sent me there and everyone assembled in foyer. i was PISSED like wad. groups of 9. you know hu were in my group? me, bong, hui wen and 5 other unknown ppl from other classes. that's bad. that's unlucky. -zip- you shld know the reason why i'm pissed if you were from 104. me and bong were like keeping the anger welling up in us. hate the no. 5 man. boohoos. why carolyn go tour huh? but our station 7 instructor miss ang was quite nice siah. but 2 hrs listening of some stuuff was like really frustrating lah. then it was the cpr test siah. me and bong paired up siah and we were like so nervous siah. then we were stationed to station 8 and we started with the choking saving thing. we did really badly but still passed that part siah. i forgot whether to put the fist on top or below siah. bwahas siah. then it was the one rescuer cpr siah. i was like stupid cos i kept forgeting to pinch the nose while kissing the dummy and i couldn't blow sometimes. i didn't really push the chin back cos i felt sorry for the dummy. wonder how it felt to have ur chin pushed all the way up. that's scary siah. bong did much better than me siah. ok but we passed (: that was all i wanted - > TAT CERTIFICATE. it was lunch. there were styrofoam boxes and packet drinks laid out on the canteen tables nicely and we were happy cos we tot that those were ours and i was like: wow this cpr course organised very well eh? got drinks somemore. wonder if we have to pay for it... then. this excursion group of cute malay children came and just flooded the seats and consuming my dream food. WE WERE PISSED. how could we lose to a bunch of children not even in RGS> then our food came. sticky and powdery rice, cold fish with stale ketchup, and popiah thing with raw veggies not good to be eaten. and THERE WERE NO DRINKS SIAH. $3 you know. xin tong siah. poof! lunch was over. -groan- listening time again. then it was theory test. i practically just copies everyone's answer. bwahas. double checked i mean. i ended up with a miserable score of 18/20 siah. ok lah. pass can already siahh. then it was the practical test. me and bong paired up again then i went first. i was like dumb answered so many qns wrongly siah. and when i bandaged bong's hand rite, i put the apex the wrong way and the examiner had to turn it around for me siah! -slaps myself- but i passed (: then bong bandaged me up in three things kay. i only did one for her. on her hand. she first used the crepe bandage to bundle my whole right arm up and then use the triangular cloth to put a sling and after that she immobilised my arm. i feel REALLY handicapped lah. BWAHAS it was quite fun after all. and of course. clever bong passed. then i went home with mummy tessa. she put on braces! she was moaning in pain all e time. at the pei hwa bus stop i saw kiwi and her mom and her cute little bro. they kinda dao me lah. wadeva. then i took 985 home which took and...i spent a total of 13 min on this! whoo hoo!! SIAH!
-wishing i could find myself
if i ain't got you|12:09 PM
i've waitedall my life.