thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade
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and the reasonis you.
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.female.
.12goinon13.
.3/11/1992.
.ex-peihwa.current.rgs.bowling.waddlian.104er.
.likes happy endings.
.hates sad endings.
.alicia keys. christina aguilera.
.stressed.
.up.
.totally.
but everythingmeans nothing.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
+++southzones 05+++
6/6/05
woke up early. was too vomity to eat. felt like puking after wearing the retainers. so i didnt eat. just brought my food there. fetched kiwi toos. we reached there pretty early. and then keshia didn't come cos she had fever lahss. ok so rgs sent 4 teams:
team 1
clarice
jiahui
amanda tan
ann
team 2
annalyn
amanda lau
hazel
kaiyin
team 3
nicholette
kiwi
stephanie
keshia--> blind score of 80!
team 4
me
tessa
vivian
zhimin--> her name was spelled as ka min. (:
ok then the warm up thingy started. my ball kept going into the gutter lah. had to change my line siah. tessa was super pro lahs. i was really nervous. REALLY REALLY nervous. extremely nervous. although mrs lim had said: c div, you CAN'T win there are jc ppl around and b div. you cannot win. so just treat it as an experience and apply what aunty cat had taught you. ok so the competition started. i bowled quite badly. 106 for the first game. then followed by, 133, 114 and 132. i kept missing spares lahs. couldn't even aim properly. and then i kept throwing my first ball towards the left. can die wan leh! kept hitting pin 4 and 7. that sucks. and one time i hit that two pins. then the second round i threw the ball right into that hole! it's like super embarrassing lahs! argh! ok then tessa was like bowling so super proly. spare spare spare strike strike spare strike spare spare. or sth like that lahs. zhimin was looking so cool with her new hairstyle. i couldn't even recognise her at first. vivian was so zai lah. all of them so zai cept me. hmrph. i like victor's lanes. not like kimseng's. hard and cruel. bwahas. and zhimin and tessa kept missing their turkeys. but in the end zhimin obtained her turkey but mumy didn't. but mummy is still pro. (: pokky me. ok then i ended up position 43. out of 80. very good lehs!! i find. actually it's 40. ya... cos a lot of ppl got same average mahh. so yah. then our team got 9th! out of 20. good lehs.! yayes. at least. we didn't get 4. firstly i hate the number 4. that's why i was disappointed when i was transferred into class one oh FOUR.but it's an okay class lah. then. i was in RGS team 4. lane 4. and you know what? we played 4 games. and you know, in hokkien 4 is pronounced as si. and that can mean --> die. but we didn't die hoorays
ok so we were dismissed. me and nic were like so hungry lah and we didn't have lunch to eat at home. but kiwi'm mom had cooked for her but she has to take taxi home with ME. so me nic kiwi and amanda lau lagged our 10+ kg bags up bus 400 into marina mrt station. i hate that station. the escalator down was faulty. was spoilt was cursed. how are we going to carry the bags down. the 60 steps?! that's crazy. the weight will pull me down and i'll end up rolling and die. nic and amanda were like so strong lah. carried their bags down with EASE. me and kiwi were like half a flight of stairs then we stop. and pant and then carry the bag down again. i almost FELL. that's bad. really really bad. ok then we took mrt to orchard. then we walked to far east plaza pulling our bags along. it's like everyone was STARING at us as if we were some terrorists or some air stewardesses or something. hahs. then we were like ok no kfc, no macs. sick of it. really. after eating those for half a year at great world. then we walked around the whole far east searching for a place to eat. in the end, we decided to eat kfc. tsk .kfc was at the entrance. we wasted damn lot of time baby. ok so we ate kfc.ate the o.r fillet burger meal AGAIN. AGAIN. amanda too. nic ordered shrooms. her shrooms burger took a million years to come. huh?! damn angry lah. no mushroom the pick huh. walao. haha. nowonder kiwi says i talk like ah beng. BWAHAS. then after waiting a long time for nic to finish her mushrooms, we went to take neoprints. kiwi didn't wanna take. so me amanda and nic took lah. just when we were about to go and take...nic discovered that her wallet was missing. i was like. find again lah everytime you cannot find you will find it at the very bottom of your bag. but this time it wASNT . without a word nic just went off to find her wallet. amanda followed her. then nic came back with the time zone arcade cards . it was hers. but they were in her bag not her wallet. so her wallet and cards must have dropped somewhere when going to the print club. then amanda came back with nic's wallet. nic was so happy that she hugged amanda. haha i bet she felt rreally shiok hugging a sec 4 senior! bwahs. she's senior crazy by the way! sorry! hope you don't slap me. BWAHs. ok then we took neos. i put a really cute pair of bunny ears on nic's head. and nic was screaming ahhh take it away. i was like ok ok. then i took eraser and started to erase. then the time limit was like 4 sec left. then amanda hurry up help me erase but instead of erasing she put stars on it and ahh the time was over. nic ended up having bitten floppy bunny ears. but overall the neos were damn nice lah. ok so me and kiwi took a taxi home and nic went home too and amanda of course went home too. so the day ended.
today i went for training early in the morn again. looks like i'm REALLY dedicating a lot of time for my training. ok so lugged my stupid bag up damned 985. you know there are 3 steps up the bus. i was like at the last step i put my bag down. and i was standing on the second step. so embarraassing lah. then i continued. ok then i went down with much trouble and kiwi came and we took 970 to kimseng. we met tessa and kaiyin on the bus. tessa and kiwi were busily doing their poster and i was like telling them how to do this and that haha. we reached there and training just started. very little ppl lahs. uhh. 5 sec ones and 4 sec twos. then during training audree and mel came. it was like omg. todays the seventh they were supposed to come back on the 8th! crazy! it turned out that they took a midnight flight. then we played two games. i scored. 120 and 135. ok then. training ended. kiwi had gone off earlier for her viva voce class. tessa went to her fren's house. keshia went home. left me and nic. the rest of the sec twos went home, their parents fetch. so me and nic ate lunch together. didn't know what to eat. kfc no. macs no. yoshinoya no. then we went around looking for something to eat. but then either too expensive or sick of it lah. then the last option was delifrance and in the end we went there. i bought this le mango chicken medley thing costing 5 dollars and it was kinda horrible. never gonna buy that again. hahah .the soup was nice but the bread totally sucked. i ate half and hid the other half under and behind tomoatoes at the side of the soup bowl. i was like talking about the hilda taba cause and effect analysis if i hid the bread there. precause the bread was not nice. cause candice hid the bread behind tomatoes. effect the staff found the hidden bread and complained to the boss that the bread was hidden cos it was not nice. the boss canceled the meal on the menu. post effect: customers complained and protested that the bread should be on the menu again but then the boss dun want therefore resulting in riots and stuff and resulting in death, decrease in birth rate, diseases, education,etc. haha. so we took 970 home. yah and i took damned 985 home siah and here i am.
whee. ying cha liang cuo going to start already. yayes. i like the song. i was singing it during training with nic siah. and i think today's training was ok. cos i didn't go into the gutter ThaT many times as before. but i always went into the wrong gutter lehs. that's bad and i always overshot the pocket and hit pin 2 or 3. that's bad. and i can't spare corner pins still! ugh! damn! ok...well south zones was CERTAINLY a good experience. the CJC ppl were bowling next to us and they were so pro kays. you shld see them play. ahh. it was well the first time i played in a sports competition. i felt really nervous during the comp but without each other's encouragement i dun think i would be able to achieve an average score of 121. well team 3, kiwi's nic's and steph's team came in 18 i think because keesh, the blind score was 80 all the way!! uhh and nic and kiwi were like quite disappointed. true lah. at first we were so angry cos we tot zhimin would not come but in the end she appeared hooray!! bowling bowling bowling. that's all i can think about now. what about studies. it's kinda out of my mind now. hey i got 3.14 for my gpa ya know. that's not good. it's bad. so what if my bowling is top in spore. i can't remain in sec one. that's the most embarraassing thing siah. so.... yah. better buck up. yeahh. don't feel like blogging anymore
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