strum.i'm waitin for ya.

you're my song.

it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so ~~how~~ can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade

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and the reasonis you.

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i found a reason for me. to change who i used to be. reason to start over new. and the reason is you. i found a reason to show. a side of me you didn't know. reason for all that i do. and the reason is you. in the end, you still despise me but i have to thank you. cux you made me stronger you have come to candice's world her world her life. treasure. cherish. fall. come on don't stop coming desire. bravery* setbacks. the insignificant world. is revolving. into a place smashing through my heart.

but everythingmeans nothing.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

yes yes once again in my life i've fallen. fallen into a deep deep hole. and i can't really climb out. read this letter and you'd find out what happened.

Dear Friday, 2nd September,

You were really mean to me. Firstly i had a headache the whole day long. And then there was this stupid evacuation thing in the morning. then after that was history. then miss ha came in to announce that she would give us the math result. then during recess, something happened. well i shall write another letter later to explain this. Bio in the lab was as unexciting as usual, and eng ; lit were normally boring. assembly was quite ok. I don't know but you made me feel that nothing was going my way at all. Maybe you are the start of whole entire fall of my life - that's what i feel now.

candice

Dear Math,

YESYESYES I NEVER TAKE BACK MY WORDS. I SAID TO YOU THAT I NEVER EXPECTED HIGH OF YOU! I EXPECTED YOU TO FAIL ME! BUT YOU FAILED ME CRUELLY. i expected a 10, a 12, or 15. BUT THEN? you gave me a 7. you know what 7 means?? IT MEANS TWENTY PERCENT OF THE WHOLE TEST. YOU. LET ME FALL INTO THE LOWEST PITS OF THE CLASS. YOU. HURT ME. YOU. MADE ME CRY. YOU. SPOILED MY DAY, MY LIFE. i don't know what to do with you.

candice

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Video code provided by Music Video Codes HILARY DUFF-FLY
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS] Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's
nothing left and the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing and take control?
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
and start to try 'cus it's your time, time to fly
And when you're down and feeling low,
just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
In a moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
[CHORUS]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try(start to)
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you
can't in life(can't in life)
and start to try (start to try)
'cus it's your time, time to fly
In a moment everything can change

ALICIA KEYS - KARMA
Weren't you the one that said, that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.
Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was,you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me